Words..EverLasting Words!!!

And everytime i feel low, my words come to my rescue..
Just in case when i feel alone..forlorn and much aloof..

Looking for peace within myself..within everything i want to..


Not sounding like a typical moron..heartsick or languished, i very much am into the VIBGYOR of this fantasy land.

Too much of everything takes a toll sometimes and thats why they say a little less is always better..

Uncertainities...Unprectitablilty..damn im weak in this face-off.

Umm..i guess its time to describe myself finally..

Well, my next post wil be all about myself..let me experience being SELFISH now..since the next thing coming is..
I ME AND MYSELF!!!

Hide And Seek!!!

Full of hiccups..highs..lows..and in between am I..having no reaction for the much fluent transitions..


Stabilized by thoughts..psyched by incidents..what to hold on to?

An abstract thought or the tangible occurrences..


Quite a number of times intangible things do it for you but then--Dear Life..take a bow.


In the fury of my words, im trying to bring forth myself--truly justified..ain't it??

PS--some well meant musings are best kept to yourself.

My Greatest Possession!!!

..and who says history repeats itself..

Its all in a state of mind, to be or not to be.

Going through all the sides of this little pragmatically realistic venture called life(which is still in progression), all i realized is that you just need to be yourself, trust yourself and be yourself,
and on that note, critically in love with this art of typing and expressing!!!..it has been my saviour time and again.

As i look back and realize, i have been full of flaws..flawed being but as  I move on and see flaws are moving away from me#No Pun Intended

I don't say i am nearing perfection but all i say is something is keeping me glued to my roots..its that something whom i owe my existence to..yes its you..yes its you MOTHER!!!

As a child, even that mere idea of being away from you was that nightmare wherein nothing could pacify me..candies..toys..playgrounds..na na na..i just wanted that shoulder to lean on..that cuddle to be charged up by and that affection which
is categorically PRICELESS.

You have been that MIRROR to me..wherein im able to reflect myself back at me..

To quote Justin Timberlake here:


"Aren't you somethin' to admire, cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice, you reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always parallell on the other side"..


"you can do it..cse kya naakabil chaka"..these lines are my feel good factor in any of the difficult situations because your confidence in me works wonders..so what if i dont succeed at times,
the level of trust you have in me, already conquers everything.

Bearing me at my bad..worst..your patience is something i can't comment on but all i can say is you are the source of my bliss and sink of my worries.

Being the youngest of your off springs, you have always made me enjoy that "privilege", be it the special outings, dinigs, shopings or last but not the least extra quota of LOVE i receive..surely i am your PRINCESS mom.

People fancy growing up so that they can have all the advantages of living a so called "free" life, and so did i.

At one point of time, we get carried away by the hot shots of being a grown up person and as per the Almighty's plan even the "sun sets in paradise".

So back am i..

                                           
Far away from YOU,
Every time i long to be with you,

If staying away and doing things single handedly is what it meant to grow up..
Never would i want to leave my childhood..

I cant understand the complexities of life MOTHER,
who would wish to live here without your shoulder,

As i near to my next birthday, 
i feel like i need more and more of this life to live with you.

Your tears may be clandestine,
but i can feel the moisture without even feeling to hold them..

MOTHER..MOM..MA..MUMMY..whatever the words be..undoubtedly you are the brightest shine of my life which keeps on glittering at me..
The sweet melody of my life which keeps on humming at the back of my mind..day in and day out..yes this is LOVe..Love for the most beautiful person in my life..

Na na..i can't match your way of write ups nor can i match the standard, but its just a leaf out of my mind which has just fallen out as i sit back and move my fingers over this keyboard with that longing in my heart.


Winding up ta a note that this post comes a bit late in my blog, but it was meant to be special since its for the special YOU mom.

Far Away From The Maddening Crowd!!!

Life inside its own proximities..is beautiful..

Life in your own thoughts is magical..

A huge bang may not have an impact..

But the silent knocks somehow..somewhere makes us gullible..beat it!!!

No surprises in the fact that as a person we tend to know ourselves the most than any other human being on this planet, cliched clause but
quite practically even this fails in this magical journey called LIFE!!

At every moment, it fills you with hopes..and at the end of that very moment. u mock the very thing u were bestowed with just a moment before.

Sidelining the crunches of being that very poised person, keeping the things down under wherein they have a permanent stay, might sometimes have an upbeat..an uproar but confined to the maxim of those instances..

Just for the sake of keeping them preserved..veiled..hidden from rest of the life's inhabitants, i have my own niche..
A niche..which is exclusive..a niche..which is my reflection..a niche which has my treasures..#No Tresspassing Allowed.

Reflecting myself..my dreams..my vision..my world is what i want it to be..

The nitty gritty being..

"Embedded into the realistic world..is a world of my own.

                                     Nested in the destined privileges..is a theme of my own..
                                    Having less words for the world outside..
                                  I have millions of words for the fantasy of my own..

Saving the much meant to be giggles for the laughter of my imagination...

Keeping the watery emotions upfront for the eyes of my fantasy..

If happiness is about having that peace of mind..joy of soul..

I find it in my dreams..my world..a world knit with my likes..nourished with my thoughts!!!"

Ye IPL hai Bosss!!!!

phewww..

uP for grabs is the heat this summer and some delightful fantasies lined up..

Work Work and a lot more work seems to be stretching like that piece of rubber with an irregular elasticity..

People Places...na na ..for this point of time they don't seem to be buying that one frame of my mind and for a change Cricket it is..

Yes its IPL season..something i look upto with so much of interest and for a change..that echoing stadium..roaring stands..enthusiastic players and above all glamour laden piece of sport..they seem so much enticing thAn anything else bringing that much needed extravanza into these boring lives..

KKR anthem it is for me..and why not since  KING Khan is leading from the front..Korbo Lorbo Jeetbo Re..Damn..such things seem so appealing to me, i love this passion..fervour and above all battle of the realistic people..

so be it anything, for a change IPL is keeping me ocupied this weekend..


Long Live Cricket..especially Pepsi IPL.."SIRF DEKHNE KA NAHI!!!!

Repercussion!!!

Patience..a word that requires 
hell lot to endure, profound yet so darn 
necessary to actually live the moment.

And who says i have it..this is one of those things which have been missing in me.


Lately i have come across some certain bunch of people who not only inculcated this"Patience"
thing in me but also made me explore my other side..

Oh yes..i can be at my best..infact im best when it omes to whom i want to be that "best-like"
with..

They say..some things are best not revealed#so true..

And here am i..

At one point of time in your life..all you want is to be happy and to top it all make those people happy
for whom you tend to be your best.

Nothing ventured..Nothing gained..

In an attempt to switching my "best" side on and off, its all about prioritising things..

If at some point of time..you think of giving up..at the next instant that something inside 
wakes up to say:

"You'll always get the BEST of me"


Is being NICE so tough#just asking:-)

That's So Meee!!!

Nascent yet true..juvenile yet facts..blurred yet illusive..this chunk is all about being a bit crazy in that innocent get up!!!

Embedding the sea of wishes..

Treading along the silence with held..

The uproar within needs a vent..

Being crazy in my own suite..

Dreaming all that i can..

Impossible enough..

Managing to get that widened expression-”Smile” though..

I come across myriad of species..

Some nice..some bad..n in all the pretence of creations..

Scrutinized in my own being..

Letting only few sane things to come up..

Iv figured out a world of my own..

Best for those whom i find worth deserving the best of me..

Inconsiderate for all the left overs..

My companions are few and rare..

But whatever i have..its very dear..

I find the wheel of time rolling and changing me..!!!

P.S----how i love to write:-)