This Innocence is Brilliant!!!

                                              "Its so beautiful...
                                              It makes you want to cry..."

Going through my playlist, i came across this track by Avril..Innocence..

And then..words..thoughts..profound ideology popped up tempting me to move my fingers across this keyboard and go on typing..

Innocence..no doubt it is a very rarely found human characteristic , but wherever it is, it makes it way up there to be called as the purest form of human emotion..


Being subtle enough to accept whatever comes our way with no questions, no queries..no grudges..no expectations..no games..just a mere form of innocence within..

Sometimes it may take the form of being an idiot or a foolish person but again such things are derived from innocence..

Being so naive in exercising manipulations, innocence comes up breaking the barriers as that can be seen in a toddler or "some" years old baby..They never know what they are doing but they go on with the flow of life and make a way through whatever comes their way..crawling..falling..laughing..crying..trembling..yet never knowing the complexities of the life woven around them!!!

And once they adapt to the life around them, innocence seems making its way out and what comes in is still a mystery!

If somehow it remains intact, it can be considered one of the beautiful assets of an individual.

  Walking across these unknown lanes..
  Of some joys and infinite pains..

I witnessed a point of time...
Where my innocence was coming round and round..

Tactfully so..i went with the flow..
Not knowing the intricacies..nor the results..

I treaded on and on..
Until..my innocence became the most emphatic factor..
and here am I..
"   Slowing down I look around..I feel so amazed"!!!

P.S--These thoughts came up because of the track, Innocence By Avril Lavinge..no connection to real life scenario!!!

Standing Tall!!!

And here it is..

A glitch remains..

If..
What..
Only If..

What If..

Blah..blah..blah..


At times, what seems difficult is to be justified and being justified to..


Quite frankly, I get to know various dimensions of being a "human" in every lesson of being one myself.


You are BAD..damn..You are HEROIC..
You are GOOD..darn..you are diabetically swweeetttt..

and now if you are INDIFFERENT..You are a MORON!!!..

So you have choices and following them is your call# Purely-Yours

Not bragging any smug attitude here..but crazily these are the connecting dots of this unusual yet enticing BROTH called LIFE..

Highly incorrigible..

1..2..3..sometimes it gives u all u want to be.

3..4..5..and then trashed down because dearie its LIFE..


Cruising along its pros and cons, boons and banes, it is mystically bound around you.


Sometimes a wonder..
sometimes a crap..

At times that much awaited shower..rendering soothing effect to the tired soul..

At times the scorching heat..tearing it apart..


I may be naive, amateur..fool(if at all)..too petite..too honest..too dishonest and countless are the descriptions..


But..

I STAND TALL..

Tall above its tactics..its thunders and wonders..can's and can'ts..+ves's and -ve's..

because its all about YOU..Face it..Or Succumb!

One Fine Night!!!

One fine night..

Cradled beneath the dark night sky..
under the blue dark canvas with brightest gems..

I fell in love with the dark fantasy up above..

with the random stars and with their silent binks..
with the tender gushes and the cool ambience..

The moon glorified with its much known shine..
and peeping through my window I could witness the scene..

A conversation with the majestic maze..
Sky..thats what its called..

I had hundreds of questions and it had an ocean to decipher..

Plunged into its ecstasies.i kept on staring..

I realised whatever happens..Sky witnesses it all..but still maintains the dignity to justify its elevation..

I didnt want the night to end since i found peace and love in something which had null sensation..void feelings but then
it communicated the world to me..

The stars up above glittered meticulously..
All i could do was to reflect their shine..

The sky harboured my innumerable queries..
Promising to keep it in its vast Blue..

Narrating my experiences..big stories..concerns..woes..worries..lil chunk of happiness..
It promised to hear them all..all with a thread of honesty..so mystical..

And in amidst my fantasy dawned the next day...

Damn..reality can be such a spoil sport..

But the cycle of my imaginations continues and i wait for the day to dusk away its end..to mark the dawn of my fantasy..the dark one..

where its all between
The SKY..
The STARS..
And ofcourse MEE!!!

Words..EverLasting Words!!!

And everytime i feel low, my words come to my rescue..
Just in case when i feel alone..forlorn and much aloof..

Looking for peace within myself..within everything i want to..


Not sounding like a typical moron..heartsick or languished, i very much am into the VIBGYOR of this fantasy land.

Too much of everything takes a toll sometimes and thats why they say a little less is always better..

Uncertainities...Unprectitablilty..damn im weak in this face-off.

Umm..i guess its time to describe myself finally..

Well, my next post wil be all about myself..let me experience being SELFISH now..since the next thing coming is..
I ME AND MYSELF!!!

Hide And Seek!!!

Full of hiccups..highs..lows..and in between am I..having no reaction for the much fluent transitions..


Stabilized by thoughts..psyched by incidents..what to hold on to?

An abstract thought or the tangible occurrences..


Quite a number of times intangible things do it for you but then--Dear Life..take a bow.


In the fury of my words, im trying to bring forth myself--truly justified..ain't it??

PS--some well meant musings are best kept to yourself.

My Greatest Possession!!!

..and who says history repeats itself..

Its all in a state of mind, to be or not to be.

Going through all the sides of this little pragmatically realistic venture called life(which is still in progression), all i realized is that you just need to be yourself, trust yourself and be yourself,
and on that note, critically in love with this art of typing and expressing!!!..it has been my saviour time and again.

As i look back and realize, i have been full of flaws..flawed being but as  I move on and see flaws are moving away from me#No Pun Intended

I don't say i am nearing perfection but all i say is something is keeping me glued to my roots..its that something whom i owe my existence to..yes its you..yes its you MOTHER!!!

As a child, even that mere idea of being away from you was that nightmare wherein nothing could pacify me..candies..toys..playgrounds..na na na..i just wanted that shoulder to lean on..that cuddle to be charged up by and that affection which
is categorically PRICELESS.

You have been that MIRROR to me..wherein im able to reflect myself back at me..

To quote Justin Timberlake here:


"Aren't you somethin' to admire, cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice, you reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always parallell on the other side"..


"you can do it..cse kya naakabil chaka"..these lines are my feel good factor in any of the difficult situations because your confidence in me works wonders..so what if i dont succeed at times,
the level of trust you have in me, already conquers everything.

Bearing me at my bad..worst..your patience is something i can't comment on but all i can say is you are the source of my bliss and sink of my worries.

Being the youngest of your off springs, you have always made me enjoy that "privilege", be it the special outings, dinigs, shopings or last but not the least extra quota of LOVE i receive..surely i am your PRINCESS mom.

People fancy growing up so that they can have all the advantages of living a so called "free" life, and so did i.

At one point of time, we get carried away by the hot shots of being a grown up person and as per the Almighty's plan even the "sun sets in paradise".

So back am i..

                                           
Far away from YOU,
Every time i long to be with you,

If staying away and doing things single handedly is what it meant to grow up..
Never would i want to leave my childhood..

I cant understand the complexities of life MOTHER,
who would wish to live here without your shoulder,

As i near to my next birthday, 
i feel like i need more and more of this life to live with you.

Your tears may be clandestine,
but i can feel the moisture without even feeling to hold them..

MOTHER..MOM..MA..MUMMY..whatever the words be..undoubtedly you are the brightest shine of my life which keeps on glittering at me..
The sweet melody of my life which keeps on humming at the back of my mind..day in and day out..yes this is LOVe..Love for the most beautiful person in my life..

Na na..i can't match your way of write ups nor can i match the standard, but its just a leaf out of my mind which has just fallen out as i sit back and move my fingers over this keyboard with that longing in my heart.


Winding up ta a note that this post comes a bit late in my blog, but it was meant to be special since its for the special YOU mom.

Far Away From The Maddening Crowd!!!

Life inside its own proximities..is beautiful..

Life in your own thoughts is magical..

A huge bang may not have an impact..

But the silent knocks somehow..somewhere makes us gullible..beat it!!!

No surprises in the fact that as a person we tend to know ourselves the most than any other human being on this planet, cliched clause but
quite practically even this fails in this magical journey called LIFE!!

At every moment, it fills you with hopes..and at the end of that very moment. u mock the very thing u were bestowed with just a moment before.

Sidelining the crunches of being that very poised person, keeping the things down under wherein they have a permanent stay, might sometimes have an upbeat..an uproar but confined to the maxim of those instances..

Just for the sake of keeping them preserved..veiled..hidden from rest of the life's inhabitants, i have my own niche..
A niche..which is exclusive..a niche..which is my reflection..a niche which has my treasures..#No Tresspassing Allowed.

Reflecting myself..my dreams..my vision..my world is what i want it to be..

The nitty gritty being..

"Embedded into the realistic world..is a world of my own.

                                     Nested in the destined privileges..is a theme of my own..
                                    Having less words for the world outside..
                                  I have millions of words for the fantasy of my own..

Saving the much meant to be giggles for the laughter of my imagination...

Keeping the watery emotions upfront for the eyes of my fantasy..

If happiness is about having that peace of mind..joy of soul..

I find it in my dreams..my world..a world knit with my likes..nourished with my thoughts!!!"