Ye IPL hai Bosss!!!!

phewww..

uP for grabs is the heat this summer and some delightful fantasies lined up..

Work Work and a lot more work seems to be stretching like that piece of rubber with an irregular elasticity..

People Places...na na ..for this point of time they don't seem to be buying that one frame of my mind and for a change Cricket it is..

Yes its IPL season..something i look upto with so much of interest and for a change..that echoing stadium..roaring stands..enthusiastic players and above all glamour laden piece of sport..they seem so much enticing thAn anything else bringing that much needed extravanza into these boring lives..

KKR anthem it is for me..and why not since  KING Khan is leading from the front..Korbo Lorbo Jeetbo Re..Damn..such things seem so appealing to me, i love this passion..fervour and above all battle of the realistic people..

so be it anything, for a change IPL is keeping me ocupied this weekend..


Long Live Cricket..especially Pepsi IPL.."SIRF DEKHNE KA NAHI!!!!

Repercussion!!!

Patience..a word that requires 
hell lot to endure, profound yet so darn 
necessary to actually live the moment.

And who says i have it..this is one of those things which have been missing in me.


Lately i have come across some certain bunch of people who not only inculcated this"Patience"
thing in me but also made me explore my other side..

Oh yes..i can be at my best..infact im best when it omes to whom i want to be that "best-like"
with..

They say..some things are best not revealed#so true..

And here am i..

At one point of time in your life..all you want is to be happy and to top it all make those people happy
for whom you tend to be your best.

Nothing ventured..Nothing gained..

In an attempt to switching my "best" side on and off, its all about prioritising things..

If at some point of time..you think of giving up..at the next instant that something inside 
wakes up to say:

"You'll always get the BEST of me"


Is being NICE so tough#just asking:-)

That's So Meee!!!

Nascent yet true..juvenile yet facts..blurred yet illusive..this chunk is all about being a bit crazy in that innocent get up!!!

Embedding the sea of wishes..

Treading along the silence with held..

The uproar within needs a vent..

Being crazy in my own suite..

Dreaming all that i can..

Impossible enough..

Managing to get that widened expression-”Smile” though..

I come across myriad of species..

Some nice..some bad..n in all the pretence of creations..

Scrutinized in my own being..

Letting only few sane things to come up..

Iv figured out a world of my own..

Best for those whom i find worth deserving the best of me..

Inconsiderate for all the left overs..

My companions are few and rare..

But whatever i have..its very dear..

I find the wheel of time rolling and changing me..!!!

P.S----how i love to write:-)

Stop This Shame!!!

Suddenly in the midst of nowhere, i find myself questioning my existence as a girl..belonging to the opposite sex..



  is it a curse..a blessing..an omen to be born as a girl child???







As this year marked a terrible end with Delhi's braveheart paving a way for the much needed revolution in a country like india,

a glitch remains..was death too dishonorable?..so brutal and so quick..



The world may be marching ahead with all the technical advancements..innovations..know hows and all that stuff which makes life more sound and more happening.

i as a citizen of this country im as ashamed as anything..



Male chauvinism seems to be dominating our society making it the worst ever to be lived in..



ain't we born with shame?..dignity?..self respect and above all respect for others?..for God sake ain't we humans..dont we have sisters..mothers..wives..back home?





Why can't the mindset of people change?..why don't we learn to behave?..why can't we treat others equally as humans?..and finally where the hell is our shame??

Protests will slow down as that wind which ultimately settles down somewhere in the heart of mother earth..these emotions will get wiped out with time but what will remain is the sense of guilt and shame amongst all those who have still that conscience left i themselves..



As we all progress into the new year, i wish to see that SHAME in men inculcated to the highest of levels so that we don’t have to be so open in proclaiming ourselves as the most purest form of human creations!!!

     In all that humility..

      Amidst that shame..

     I have no one to share with..

      no one to blame..

      My childhood teaches me respect..

      My adulthood asks the same..

      As time advances..

     O men..

     where have u lost your shame?

     I AM in your lives..like a shadow..

    I AM  your sister..Ur better half..and the one who brings you forth..

    Why don’t u remember the same??

     I have served u in all that shame..

    open your eyes..open your soul..

   show the world..Humans exist..

     STOP THIS SHAME!!!

Damn..i'll find the right time...

Damn..i'll find the right time...

                                                     
Let me tell u..blah blah..leave it..
Actually the thing is..blah blah..leave it..
I wanted to tell u..ohh..let it be..
Just wanted to let u know that..forget..*i'll find the right time*
I would have told u but..forget..u won't understand..
I wanted to say..but never found the right situation..

Lately..i found procrastinating things never serves any purpose..
We all look for that so called "RIGHT TIME".."RIGH MOMENT"..to let anyone know how special he/she is..what he means..

What does it take to tell anyone..Dude..ur perfect..
or Lady..i just love u..
Mom..u r my world..
Buddy..u r my shadow..
God..i would have been nothing without you..

Just a fraction of time??,,is it??..that fraction of time which we ain't sure of getting tomorrow..
that fraction of time..which would change anyone's life..and that fraction of time which is meant to be lived now..n utilized in every damn perfect way!

Life is uncertain..Moment is now..Let those emotions flow in the right place n in the right time..so that tomorrow we won't regret and end up saying--IF ONLY!!!

FAITH...

They say world is his creation..and i say a beautiful battlefield between materialism and everlasting faith...

As we proceed through those unpredictable timelines wherein we never know what is going to happen next, an abstract yet
so practical thing keeps us glued to an existence called ALLAH(swt)..and that is Faith unplugged..


Churning away in distress, cursing our deeds, just seeking that one chance where in we could rectify our misdeeds,
we lately realize that unless we come through those tough times, nothing could ever make us realize the importance of
having blessings in life..

In this life, He puts us to test, test in different forms..disguises.and checks on if his followers are strong enough to face it
or not..and ultimately there is a reason for every Halt..Hiccup..Resistance..and our ways of overcoming oer them leads us to
that reason and ultimately the glory set within..


Tides may push the water outa sea,,speeding away towards that strange thing called land..
but ultimately they are rebounced back to their source...

Likewise, if somethings go outa course, that is just to observe the other side of life coz no one likes one-sided story..
and ultimately like sea waves..things fall into their place..but this time having a thing added up to their existence..
and that is Experience..

I may sound philosophical..pragmatic..analytic..narccissist..delivering a sermon on Rocket science thing..
but lately if an immature being like me can fall in that ultimate Faith serving as an impetus to that supreme existence
 who holds
the reins of this just one temporary phase of our existence..its time to wake up to reality and face the music because
Allah(swt) knows the best..

     i was lost...

     i  was astray..

     Nights taught me perseverance..

     Days brought back that persistence..

     They made life easier..

     n here i am with that immortal faith forever!!!

Soul Sister---!!!

"A sister is a little bit of childhood that can never be lost.  ~Marion C. Garretty"



I dont know from where to start with describing the person who renders life to this LIFE itself...

a charmer..
a magician..
a soul rejuvenator..
a bliss..
a blessing..
pure love..
ultimate affection..

Yes i am amongst one of those luckY people on this planet who have been blessed with a charmer in their life which in common terms is termed as a SISTER...

Being the successful diva herself, this lady is responsible for blooming in the happiness of my life..
unleashing the beautiful meaning of sisterhood in my life, she is more than a saviour
to me...



understanding me by coming down to my level, those selfless comforts, those effortless smiles,
hiding those unseen tears just to make me strong..my sister unfolds the other side of this world to me..

She has taught me the meaning of CARING and SHARING...importance of precedence of relations and all that an elder sister needs to do but in a beautiful manner wherein all i
do is to love her more and more..

spending my 23 years with her, both of us experienced hell lots of emotional set backs but we were always there for each other smiling and weeping it all thoroughly
and strengthening the bond bestowed to us by Almighty..

A person who no matter what makes me feel special in any of the circumstances....prioritising my existence than anyone else!!!..

Ranging from expensive accessories to ATM card..this person has left no stone unturned to add that MIDAS touch to my life..celeberating my success..laughing off the failures..
rendering that MOVE ON theory to this journey of life..and without her around...life seems SOUL-LESS..

There a problem arises..and here my GODMOTHER(sister) solves it in a jiffy..which leaves me indebted to her in every sense..

Life seems such an easy affair when u have such a person in ur life who is into u and ur doings and loves u more than anything..

all my life i know i will be carefree in every aspect as i have the strongest back up of my sista but a thing that bothers me is that my LADY LOVE never discusses her problems.
.aise to she never lets any tear to conquer her smile..
but when it becomes too high of an affair..my eyes have the numero uno precedence of rolling out the tears which in other way wre meant to be shed by her..
such is the bond i share with my soulful sister..who
is everyones favourite..sometimes i envy her in this respect..but at the end i land up BRAGGING about her..yes..she belongs to me..she is my sister..and i am PROUD of her..


as i wind up..all i can say is..my sister is the SPINAL CORD of this very being..and the MORE OF HER IS LESS FOR ME..

as they say..

"hasne rulane ka aadha pauna vada hai:)"