Tuesday, 19 June 2012

Tryst With Times!!!!!





its quite strange how different moments in life tend to change ur reaction towards them!!!
at one instant we think of giving up and at the other instant our hopes touch the sky and beyond..
if we were born to die then for what did god create this interim life in between....the people in it, our relations, and on the top of it our parents!!!!!

 "opening my eyes into this interim called LIFE..
 i found two more lives embedded into mine;
 those lives which  seeemed far more then heavenly to me;
promising support everytime i needed;
burying the hatchet in noisy storms;
wiping my tears away eventhough when theirs were unfathomed;
strengthening my trembling footsteps;
cursing the first rainfall that drenched away my tender soul
understanding those meaningless first words which seemed ALIEN to rest of the world,
i owe it all to you MA..PA.."

Crawling through life, i experienced hell lot of behaviours, changes wherein i was supposed to react as per the situation demanded..for me, absence or presence of any of my parents hardly matters coz i find them always with me..a silent gaze into dat profound blue world above fills me up with contentment dat yes iv dat supreme power up above who can never do anything wrong to me..
parents acts as that hovering sky for us underneath which we form our niche and learn to live life
as per the guidelines laid for us..two big pillars which remain unshaken in terms of needs to be catered to their children,,their each step is governed for the better future and well being of there offsprings whom they want to outshine in every field,,be it studies, attire, toys,,what not,,their each minute step just demands a beautiful life for us,,

Sacrificing their own desires sometimes, just to add to that precious smile on our faces which is priceless for them,,a smile for which they can give away anything,,

We sometimes get carried away by all the materialism surrounding us and forget that our roots lie in our parents for whom even a lifetime love from us cant count on. Life moves on bringing in changes in everything..ranging from people to situations but what remains unchanged is that irreplaceable support whom we can bank upon anytime. As i walk through the life, undergoing ups and downs, everytime i feel like no matter what, my world lies in my origin and that only feeling caps it off for me to face anything..

Not proclaiming any rocket science..nor preaching any sermon..not forcing my opininon..not upliftimg my feelings..i am just an ordinary daughter whose life is extraordinary because of her parents..my world, my life!!!!!



Thursday, 12 January 2012

REVIVAL!!!!!

WOAAHHH..what a start to new year..i had heard a lot about life's tactics,,roller coaster rides n topping the charts the theory about everything falling in place after a certain span of time..n good heavens i have practically been able to witness it!!!!!
      People..Plight..Perseverance..every bit of these things seem to complement each other...moreover     since  i have shifted to new place..relying on myself for everything has been the biggest challenge for me...n to some extent its taking me on n on...
  i am actually discovering the new face of life where in what you need is PATIENCE..n surprisingly im the one missing out on it..
I still cant get out of that "childish" phase though circumstances are proclaiming me to have grown up!!!..
Still..life seems to be good now with hell lots of changes in it..but what stayed there in multitude and with incessant support was my friendship mania..actually feel proud to have a couple of buddies whom i can count upon to be my saviors..FRENZY is what they have made my life..miles apart but nothing lost..




“You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel."

as always i am homesick..miles n miles away from the love of my life..MY MOM..duno how to pacify myself for this:(

and now on..life is on its way to a new destination..wherein i expect some of the best things to come up soon...

on my way towards bigger goals with loadsa optimism:):):)


Saturday, 3 December 2011

Catastrophe versus Irony!!!!!

LIFE.... 
Getting back to this blog after hell lot of time, i have experienced a whole new world of transitions in this little span of time..landing me in a world of seclusion where everything feels like ending up in a TRASH!!!!..
Destiny they say has everything in store for you..be it bad or worst and i am in no surprise to say it all that i experienced the other side of life in which accomplishing myself n collecting the whole new pieces of my torn persona is/was something that i have never faced before...
With due respect to all the pros and cons of life, i have reached  a phase where in i can conclude that.."its most difficult to pacify your own being n persuade yourself over something that might have been  an easy thing for us to teach others....



 Being scrutinised in ur own set up and feeling freezed is something im upto these days!!!!!!!!!!!!...

Nothing much to blog about this time except for the fact .................
I AM ON MY WAY TOWARDS REGAINING WHATEVER IV LOST....N,,,,

JUST COZ IM LOOSING DOESN'T MEAN IM LOST!!!!!!

Friday, 26 August 2011

T@ken aback.....T@ken by surprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Destiny does it all----that's what i believe in!!!!!!!!!!


from a helpless toddler to delicate baby diving through adolescence and reaching an age of maturity......that marks the outline of my life in precise context!!..


no doubt i also experienced the sinusoidal waves in this odyssey but HOPE is what made the beautiful "crests" more beautiful and "uneasy" troughs more comfortable!!!!!!..
Heading all the way from being an introvert with a bunchful of confidence wrapped up on her tiny shoulders, i lived a life in a sense that it was meant to b......


DREAMS....an ultimate world filled up with all the "roads of ELDORADO"----a perfect package entailing the farthest and the myopistic view of imaginations---a dilemma, a surprise, a promise, a path,,,whatever be the interpretation,,,,mine stand in no exception queue,,,
i also dreamt of a panacea and here am i today after chasing few of them all these years....


An amalgamation of emotions and a spree to emulate in whatever field i participate in has today given me my most wanted recognition-----finally i can count myself in a category of people called "ENGINEERS"....






Throughout this journey, i came across different worlds filled with versatile categories of people everywhere....A t one instant thinking of them to be equipped with all the good thoughts for you but in the next instant it is reduced to nothing more than TRASH!!!!!!!,,, i grew around testng life and finally realised there is actually MORE to life:)




Among the friends, there was and is just one girl who inculcated in me the spirit of true friendship and brought forth every possible reason of why i should believe in true FRIENDSHIP...as the new airtel tagline justifies" HAR EK FRIEND ZARURI HOTA HAI"...for me this girl epitomises everything--entitling the entire regime og friendship in herself  and not only that she has given a new meaning as to why two strangers grow up into the bestest of friends!!!!...I adore u MADIHA ...studies brought us closer and destiny crossmarked our ideologies and today we stand at a point where even the phone calls ending for hours aint enough to share our worlds!!!!!




On the family front, i feel speechless and i am actually experiencing a word block in describing the unconditional support that has made me the person i am today................


 I finished my graduation on a high note and the vibrations of this success have changed the outlook of my life and added a tinge of brightness....


 I wont have been the person i am today if Allah wouldn't have bequeathed me with all the ecstasies i have been cherishing till date-im running outa words for the much needed gratitude but all i can say is that i owe my existence and everything to you lord...and seek forgiveness from you!!!!!!




Destiny unloaded---mission accomplished may be the words im expected to wind up my blog with...but somehow i can see a brand new chapter turning up in the BOOK OF LIFE wherein my talent and my being need to be flaunted and furnished in every possible way......


in nutshell, im winding up at these lines::::


At the beautiful intersection between wonderful end and much awaited zealous beginning............i want everything that clubs up the zenith of bliss and success



Thursday, 14 July 2011

Another wet one No end in sight....***R@!N***

Rain... wondrous examples of how nature can be appealing at times...
lazy beings..mood to go head over heels..enjoy these tiny droplets that come all the way long too meet their counterpart earth..
the clattering of roofs..he urge to get drenched..all these phenomena have made me to fancy this downpour right since i held my hand out there to get hold of that tiny yet soothing droplet..
watching it come down draws a great cliche of mind..uproaring of past and present sentiments..day to day events and everything that this rain signifies..
complemented by pleasant environment and coolest bunch of people..rain helps to give a new flavour to the boring all time routine work..
p.s...m simply in love with this mesmerising panacea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

unshared emotions...: xploring myself!!!

unshared emotions...: xploring myself!!!: "im getting back to this blog after a very long span of time..my graduation phase is over n im just like any other graduate..but to b a bit m..."

Tuesday, 12 July 2011

on a high note!!

Circumstances leave no 1 free from being forlorn, lonely n what not...but so many times we forget there is one but supreme power watching us all n He has solutions for everything,,the brunt of the situation is to just hang on n witness the game as a spectator,,,
my dreams have witnessed a roller coaster ride since the times i realized what actually life is all about...
a tiny being,,a perplexed soul,,,a rambling mind n all the ingredients that will make anyone 2 ponder over what actualy it means 2 live,,,
im still sriving to learn about da few but all peculiarities of life,,,
what amazes me the most z its flamboyant tactics spiced up by dynamic happenings!!!!!!!,,,,its a mysterious yet amazing odyssey i tell u,,,
*****on the way towards discovering LIFE****