In conversation with Myself!!!

A hidden maniac for sure..
A dreamer on a roll..

Sometimes over the top..
Sometimes out of the box..

I took a long time to get into the depth of my being..
But once related.. it has been a flaming thing..

Religiously grumpy.. Categorically selfless ..
I always try not to make an unnecessary mess .. Nevertheless;-)

Framed by my rules, my beliefs and my perceptions..
Adamant enough to cause a stir..
I believe in what I ought to be..
Be it my delusion..

Conversations go on and on..
With people??
Naah..It’s me..conversing with myself..from dusk till dawn..

Magnitude of thoughts is hefty..
Dimensions of vision are widespread..

Sometimes down the line..
All piles up inside this petty li’l mind of mine..

At times breaking the shell..
Sometimes..inside I dwell..

Mocking off my immaturity..
Celebrating my wit..
Visualizing life in a different spirit..

In the quest to know the true colors of life..
Its aim..
Its key..
Looks like I am here to break the magicians code!!!

PS:  Even the angels have their wicked schemes!!!
(a line from a track by Rihanna)

An attempt to Resurrect!!!

Caught between the tough times and equally tough people..
Sometimes i question myself..

Am i too naive..too brittle to handle..
Am i too focused or gone out of the loop..
Am i saturated or still the glass is half empty or else half full?

Change at times is required..but it can't necessarily be the permanent element of life..

Having pushed my boundaries..
Having tried to attempt something new..
Coming across the different colors of world..

I tried to familiarize myself with what was missing in me..



But now..

I can feel the pressure..
Pressure deep down..
A call from my roots..

To where I belong..
With all synonymity..

And..suddenly i feel alienated in this unknown zone..


That smile which gives a green beautiful signal to my day..Mom..
Since i have missed that all this time..happiness seems more of a stranger to me!!!

A support..a friendship..a confidant..a person who mirrors my being..Sister..
Definitions of these words seem to have changed since you epitomize their purity.

A sweet n sour relationship rendering guard and all affection to my life..Dear Brothers..
Having missed that..i feel astray!..

And above all..a feeling which completes me as a person..

A feeling of being at HOME!!!


Its time..
Its time to fit in my place..to restore happiness..to be what I was!!!

P.S..Now that i know where I belong, the journey will be easier..

FlashBack!!!

Peekaboo..


The very first post of this year is dedicated to all those people who have left an impression in my life since the time i met them in this professional journey.

Its exclusively dedicated to my team mates and my mentors out there in Pune.

A bit off the track but not the one to be missed out on..


Corporate world..

Something characterized by backstabbing..planning..politics..favors..spoon feeding..flattery and what not.

I don't disagree on these various flavors of our typical IT industry but somehow i came across some different perceptions and altogether different mindsets.


And its confined to a place which has made that special place in my life for making me what I am today.

Pune..East Oxford..rightly named so.

An extra sober city with classic lifestyle garnished by quality people..that's what its all about.

Kicked off mt IT career with this place and explored my various sides which were hidden up till now in some of the darkest corners of my individuality.

With each day i learned,,,earned and became a better individual than i was earlier(no doubt i became extra lean;-))


And somehow overly shy being of mine confronted its upbeat form for the very first time..

Pune it was..my favorite and it will continue to be.


And in this journey i made some quality friends with whom i found an easy connect and a respect within.

Selfless characters have always attracted my fondness and i found a bunch there.

Today i stand at a point wherein no doubt the # of my friends stays limited but the quality within is unfathomable..can't even be gauged and
thats what makes me happy and satisfied to acknowledge myself as a good friend.

This much would be enough to qualify the impact and the place Pune has in my life that instead of being from a far far state i love to say..JAI MAHARASHTRA!!!

P.S--Some things are surreal and stay with you for an entire lifetime no matter where u are!!!