..and who says history repeats itself..
Its all in a state of mind, to be or not to be.
Going through all the sides of this little pragmatically realistic venture called life(which is still in progression), all i realized is that you just need to be yourself, trust yourself and be yourself,
and on that note, critically in love with this art of typing and expressing!!!..it has been my saviour time and again.
As i look back and realize, i have been full of flaws..flawed being but as I move on and see flaws are moving away from me#No Pun Intended
I don't say i am nearing perfection but all i say is something is keeping me glued to my roots..its that something whom i owe my existence to..yes its you..yes its you MOTHER!!!
As a child, even that mere idea of being away from you was that nightmare wherein nothing could pacify me..candies..toys..playgrounds..na na na..i just wanted that shoulder to lean on..that cuddle to be charged up by and that affection which
is categorically PRICELESS.
You have been that MIRROR to me..wherein im able to reflect myself back at me..
To quote Justin Timberlake here:
"Aren't you somethin' to admire, cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice, you reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always parallell on the other side"..
"you can do it..cse kya naakabil chaka"..these lines are my feel good factor in any of the difficult situations because your confidence in me works wonders..so what if i dont succeed at times,
the level of trust you have in me, already conquers everything.
Bearing me at my bad..worst..your patience is something i can't comment on but all i can say is you are the source of my bliss and sink of my worries.
Being the youngest of your off springs, you have always made me enjoy that "privilege", be it the special outings, dinigs, shopings or last but not the least extra quota of LOVE i receive..surely i am your PRINCESS mom.
People fancy growing up so that they can have all the advantages of living a so called "free" life, and so did i.
At one point of time, we get carried away by the hot shots of being a grown up person and as per the Almighty's plan even the "sun sets in paradise".
So back am i..
Far away from YOU,
Every time i long to be with you,
If staying away and doing things single handedly is what it meant to grow up..
Never would i want to leave my childhood..
I cant understand the complexities of life MOTHER,
who would wish to live here without your shoulder,
As i near to my next birthday,
i feel like i need more and more of this life to live with you.
Your tears may be clandestine,
but i can feel the moisture without even feeling to hold them..
MOTHER..MOM..MA..MUMMY..whatever the words be..undoubtedly you are the brightest shine of my life which keeps on glittering at me..
The sweet melody of my life which keeps on humming at the back of my mind..day in and day out..yes this is LOVe..Love for the most beautiful person in my life..
Na na..i can't match your way of write ups nor can i match the standard, but its just a leaf out of my mind which has just fallen out as i sit back and move my fingers over this keyboard with that longing in my heart.
Winding up ta a note that this post comes a bit late in my blog, but it was meant to be special since its for the special YOU mom.
