ReFlEcTiOnS!!!

As i begin describing myself..just find my persona in sync with these LP lyrics..

"when my time comes..
forget the wrongs that i have done..
let me leave behind some..
reasons to be missed.."

Moody, egoistic, impulsive, impatient are some of the dark sides of this not so noticeable me,,,leaving behind the qualities of being selfless, confident and loyal..

An amalgamation of all that childhood stuff, fairytales, school, friends, dolls and all that stuff that makes life of a kid worth..life has never been the same.

I need not to go and dig in all the matters related but just to say that this journey has been one to watch out for..from being a crazy person, extremely extrovert, without even a single worry , tear to pass by, i transformed into someone who is known for her introvert, quiet nature..no doubt with close buddies i lash it out but for the rest of the world im more like MISS.NOT SO CONCERNED(bang on)..

With a zeal to move on to create more than a normal recognition for myself,,i tread along exploring things,,whether they are in my stride or life is taking me in its stride..i feel no shame in saying that im hardly bothered by what people take me as,,find me as,,describe me as..what matters to me is what i mean for the people whom i count on..

I dont want to be famous..i dont want to be beautiful..showy..pompy..clingy..i just want to be a person who accomplishes herself just as i want myself to be..SIMPLE yet COMPLETE\m/!!!

Tryst With Times!!!!!

its quite strange how different moments in life tend to change ur reaction towards them!!!
at one instant we think of giving up and at the other instant our hopes touch the sky and beyond..
if we were born to die then for what did god create this interim life in between....the people in it, our relations, and on the top of it our parents!!!!!

 "opening my eyes into this interim called LIFE..
 i found two more lives embedded into mine;
 those lives which  seeemed far more then heavenly to me;
promising support everytime i needed;
burying the hatchet in noisy storms;
wiping my tears away eventhough when theirs were unfathomed;
strengthening my trembling footsteps;
cursing the first rainfall that drenched away my tender soul
understanding those meaningless first words which seemed ALIEN to rest of the world,
i owe it all to you MA..PA.."

Crawling through life, i experienced hell lot of behaviours, changes wherein i was supposed to react as per the situation demanded..for me, absence or presence of any of my parents hardly matters coz i find them always with me..a silent gaze into dat profound blue world above fills me up with contentment dat yes iv dat supreme power up above who can never do anything wrong to me..
parents acts as that hovering sky for us underneath which we form our niche and learn to live life
as per the guidelines laid for us..two big pillars which remain unshaken in terms of needs to be catered to their children,,their each step is governed for the better future and well being of there offsprings whom they want to outshine in every field,,be it studies, attire, toys,,what not,,their each minute step just demands a beautiful life for us,,

Sacrificing their own desires sometimes, just to add to that precious smile on our faces which is priceless for them,,a smile for which they can give away anything,,

We sometimes get carried away by all the materialism surrounding us and forget that our roots lie in our parents for whom even a lifetime love from us cant count on. Life moves on bringing in changes in everything..ranging from people to situations but what remains unchanged is that irreplaceable support whom we can bank upon anytime. As i walk through the life, undergoing ups and downs, everytime i feel like no matter what, my world lies in my origin and that only feeling caps it off for me to face anything..

Not proclaiming any rocket science..nor preaching any sermon..not forcing my opininon..not upliftimg my feelings..i am just an ordinary daughter whose life is extraordinary because of her parents..my world, my life!!!!!