Damn..i'll find the right time...

Damn..i'll find the right time...

                                                     
Let me tell u..blah blah..leave it..
Actually the thing is..blah blah..leave it..
I wanted to tell u..ohh..let it be..
Just wanted to let u know that..forget..*i'll find the right time*
I would have told u but..forget..u won't understand..
I wanted to say..but never found the right situation..

Lately..i found procrastinating things never serves any purpose..
We all look for that so called "RIGHT TIME".."RIGH MOMENT"..to let anyone know how special he/she is..what he means..

What does it take to tell anyone..Dude..ur perfect..
or Lady..i just love u..
Mom..u r my world..
Buddy..u r my shadow..
God..i would have been nothing without you..

Just a fraction of time??,,is it??..that fraction of time which we ain't sure of getting tomorrow..
that fraction of time..which would change anyone's life..and that fraction of time which is meant to be lived now..n utilized in every damn perfect way!

Life is uncertain..Moment is now..Let those emotions flow in the right place n in the right time..so that tomorrow we won't regret and end up saying--IF ONLY!!!

FAITH...

They say world is his creation..and i say a beautiful battlefield between materialism and everlasting faith...

As we proceed through those unpredictable timelines wherein we never know what is going to happen next, an abstract yet
so practical thing keeps us glued to an existence called ALLAH(swt)..and that is Faith unplugged..


Churning away in distress, cursing our deeds, just seeking that one chance where in we could rectify our misdeeds,
we lately realize that unless we come through those tough times, nothing could ever make us realize the importance of
having blessings in life..

In this life, He puts us to test, test in different forms..disguises.and checks on if his followers are strong enough to face it
or not..and ultimately there is a reason for every Halt..Hiccup..Resistance..and our ways of overcoming oer them leads us to
that reason and ultimately the glory set within..


Tides may push the water outa sea,,speeding away towards that strange thing called land..
but ultimately they are rebounced back to their source...

Likewise, if somethings go outa course, that is just to observe the other side of life coz no one likes one-sided story..
and ultimately like sea waves..things fall into their place..but this time having a thing added up to their existence..
and that is Experience..

I may sound philosophical..pragmatic..analytic..narccissist..delivering a sermon on Rocket science thing..
but lately if an immature being like me can fall in that ultimate Faith serving as an impetus to that supreme existence
 who holds
the reins of this just one temporary phase of our existence..its time to wake up to reality and face the music because
Allah(swt) knows the best..

     i was lost...

     i  was astray..

     Nights taught me perseverance..

     Days brought back that persistence..

     They made life easier..

     n here i am with that immortal faith forever!!!

Soul Sister---!!!

"A sister is a little bit of childhood that can never be lost.  ~Marion C. Garretty"



I dont know from where to start with describing the person who renders life to this LIFE itself...

a charmer..
a magician..
a soul rejuvenator..
a bliss..
a blessing..
pure love..
ultimate affection..

Yes i am amongst one of those luckY people on this planet who have been blessed with a charmer in their life which in common terms is termed as a SISTER...

Being the successful diva herself, this lady is responsible for blooming in the happiness of my life..
unleashing the beautiful meaning of sisterhood in my life, she is more than a saviour
to me...



understanding me by coming down to my level, those selfless comforts, those effortless smiles,
hiding those unseen tears just to make me strong..my sister unfolds the other side of this world to me..

She has taught me the meaning of CARING and SHARING...importance of precedence of relations and all that an elder sister needs to do but in a beautiful manner wherein all i
do is to love her more and more..

spending my 23 years with her, both of us experienced hell lots of emotional set backs but we were always there for each other smiling and weeping it all thoroughly
and strengthening the bond bestowed to us by Almighty..

A person who no matter what makes me feel special in any of the circumstances....prioritising my existence than anyone else!!!..

Ranging from expensive accessories to ATM card..this person has left no stone unturned to add that MIDAS touch to my life..celeberating my success..laughing off the failures..
rendering that MOVE ON theory to this journey of life..and without her around...life seems SOUL-LESS..

There a problem arises..and here my GODMOTHER(sister) solves it in a jiffy..which leaves me indebted to her in every sense..

Life seems such an easy affair when u have such a person in ur life who is into u and ur doings and loves u more than anything..

all my life i know i will be carefree in every aspect as i have the strongest back up of my sista but a thing that bothers me is that my LADY LOVE never discusses her problems.
.aise to she never lets any tear to conquer her smile..
but when it becomes too high of an affair..my eyes have the numero uno precedence of rolling out the tears which in other way wre meant to be shed by her..
such is the bond i share with my soulful sister..who
is everyones favourite..sometimes i envy her in this respect..but at the end i land up BRAGGING about her..yes..she belongs to me..she is my sister..and i am PROUD of her..


as i wind up..all i can say is..my sister is the SPINAL CORD of this very being..and the MORE OF HER IS LESS FOR ME..

as they say..

"hasne rulane ka aadha pauna vada hai:)"

Symphony of life!!!

       "The music is all around us...all we have to do..is listen "(courtesy--AUGUST RUSH)"

This post goes out to all those people who light up on a slight jingle or else by a loud bang and im proudly one amongst them:)

Amazing symphony..that rhythm..those tunes..those chords..all that makes up a real fantasy..a celebrated reality, which i call the heart of my life..MUSIC  it is..!!!!

You don't need to converse about it, u seek no replies, u expect no attention..its your companion all through..all we need is put the jig on and get mesmerised in the soul

of what is a real treat to our ears and hence to our ownself..

Sometimes mapping to our real life and sometimes grooving in amazing plots which is no doubt is the  magical part of it..!!!

Shake a leg..humm the tunes..whatevr it may be..it gets you all along the uneven flow of life rendering a sort of "EVEN-NESS" to it..


Be it the soft melodies or the crazy hip hop  beats, foot tapping numbers ,,,every single note has a different story to tell and depends upon us in which category we find our sync..



Capable of rolling out tears..sound enough to bring that smile up..music can do it all..infact way better than human emotions:)


Even nature is full of music..ranging from chirping of birds..to beauty in that falling rain producing that outa world clattering..racing tides..thundering sky
and the list goes on and on....

Apart from being a beautiful amalgamation of symphonies, MUSIC is something that needs to be felt and valued in a way that life itself sings a song till eternity!!!!

Just a sneak peak:)

I live life like an unpredictable occurrence of series of events where in you never know what is going to drop in next to excite you to either happiness or sadly to an utter disappointment.....

Balanced by highs and lows, this typical human behavior leads to expectations once any such thing knocks the door of your sleeping dreams..

Laugh till your smile widens up to full extent..

Cry till all those tears are shed..

think till all those thinking caps flee..

speak unless all those emotions are wiped out..

Live as if tomorrow never existed!!!

Choose to be a silent observer, sunk in all that needs to, give life a new dimension by gifting it with all that makes it a beautiful perception to tread on...

Human nature as they say is very complicated and i being one am tangled n this complicacy:P

i try to bring forth all that what i observe here in,,,and i guess my observing power needs to be enhanced beyond levels..to make it precise, life is teaching me so many things in a single go and i ought to learn them by heart!!!

winding up at a note that mothers are really special..even if you don't want to miss them..that hidden feeling comes up to say that I MISS U MA..long live my love..my mom:)

ReFlEcTiOnS!!!

As i begin describing myself..just find my persona in sync with these LP lyrics..

"when my time comes..
forget the wrongs that i have done..
let me leave behind some..
reasons to be missed.."

Moody, egoistic, impulsive, impatient are some of the dark sides of this not so noticeable me,,,leaving behind the qualities of being selfless, confident and loyal..

An amalgamation of all that childhood stuff, fairytales, school, friends, dolls and all that stuff that makes life of a kid worth..life has never been the same.

I need not to go and dig in all the matters related but just to say that this journey has been one to watch out for..from being a crazy person, extremely extrovert, without even a single worry , tear to pass by, i transformed into someone who is known for her introvert, quiet nature..no doubt with close buddies i lash it out but for the rest of the world im more like MISS.NOT SO CONCERNED(bang on)..

With a zeal to move on to create more than a normal recognition for myself,,i tread along exploring things,,whether they are in my stride or life is taking me in its stride..i feel no shame in saying that im hardly bothered by what people take me as,,find me as,,describe me as..what matters to me is what i mean for the people whom i count on..

I dont want to be famous..i dont want to be beautiful..showy..pompy..clingy..i just want to be a person who accomplishes herself just as i want myself to be..SIMPLE yet COMPLETE\m/!!!

Tryst With Times!!!!!

its quite strange how different moments in life tend to change ur reaction towards them!!!
at one instant we think of giving up and at the other instant our hopes touch the sky and beyond..
if we were born to die then for what did god create this interim life in between....the people in it, our relations, and on the top of it our parents!!!!!

 "opening my eyes into this interim called LIFE..
 i found two more lives embedded into mine;
 those lives which  seeemed far more then heavenly to me;
promising support everytime i needed;
burying the hatchet in noisy storms;
wiping my tears away eventhough when theirs were unfathomed;
strengthening my trembling footsteps;
cursing the first rainfall that drenched away my tender soul
understanding those meaningless first words which seemed ALIEN to rest of the world,
i owe it all to you MA..PA.."

Crawling through life, i experienced hell lot of behaviours, changes wherein i was supposed to react as per the situation demanded..for me, absence or presence of any of my parents hardly matters coz i find them always with me..a silent gaze into dat profound blue world above fills me up with contentment dat yes iv dat supreme power up above who can never do anything wrong to me..
parents acts as that hovering sky for us underneath which we form our niche and learn to live life
as per the guidelines laid for us..two big pillars which remain unshaken in terms of needs to be catered to their children,,their each step is governed for the better future and well being of there offsprings whom they want to outshine in every field,,be it studies, attire, toys,,what not,,their each minute step just demands a beautiful life for us,,

Sacrificing their own desires sometimes, just to add to that precious smile on our faces which is priceless for them,,a smile for which they can give away anything,,

We sometimes get carried away by all the materialism surrounding us and forget that our roots lie in our parents for whom even a lifetime love from us cant count on. Life moves on bringing in changes in everything..ranging from people to situations but what remains unchanged is that irreplaceable support whom we can bank upon anytime. As i walk through the life, undergoing ups and downs, everytime i feel like no matter what, my world lies in my origin and that only feeling caps it off for me to face anything..

Not proclaiming any rocket science..nor preaching any sermon..not forcing my opininon..not upliftimg my feelings..i am just an ordinary daughter whose life is extraordinary because of her parents..my world, my life!!!!!

REVIVAL!!!!!

WOAAHHH..what a start to new year..i had heard a lot about life's tactics,,roller coaster rides n topping the charts the theory about everything falling in place after a certain span of time..n good heavens i have practically been able to witness it!!!!!

      People..Plight..Perseverance..every bit of these things seem to complement each other...moreover     since  i have shifted to new place..relying on myself for everything has been the biggest challenge for me...n to some extent its taking me on n on...
  i am actually discovering the new face of life where in what you need is PATIENCE..n surprisingly im the one missing out on it..
I still cant get out of that "childish" phase though circumstances are proclaiming me to have grown up!!!..
Still..life seems to be good now with hell lots of changes in it..but what stayed there in multitude and with incessant support was my friendship mania..actually feel proud to have a couple of buddies whom i can count upon to be my saviors..FRENZY is what they have made my life..miles apart but nothing lost..




“You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel."

as always i am homesick..miles n miles away from the love of my life..MY MOM..duno how to pacify myself for this:(

and now on..life is on its way to a new destination..wherein i expect some of the best things to come up soon...

on my way towards bigger goals with loadsa optimism:):):)